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Tiny Irrational Fear

I have this little fear, it's an odd one too. I think it springs out of my inability to believe that this place is actually mine. Often, when starring into space, laying on my couch, I jolt up wondering "Where am I? Whose house is this?" and even though I know the answer almost immediately, I'm not sure I fully believe it. But anyways, onto the tiny fear....

I sometimes put the chain on the front door. Not for extra security, but because I'm afraid my roommate will come home in the night, and if the chain is there, even though this person would have keys to my house, they won't be able to come in.

I don't have a roommate.

Goodnight.