Wake
The wake for my immersive theatre troupe was strange. An odd gathering of people connected through time, a string of over twenty large, many who had never met before. I played in 2002, I played in 2005, I started in 2001, I finished in 2003. I joined in the first chronicle, I was only there for the end of the fifth, I was there for the second and third. Some people didn't show that I was expecting, and others I wasn't sure would did. There was a sense of unease in the air, a gathering of people that probably will never happen again, yet still united in their sense of belonging in the myth cycle that we created.
I didn't cry, I was too wrapped up in making everything work. I talked for hours, trying to explain the whats, the whys and the hows, and even asked for water as my throat began to become hoarse. And, like a good wake, most everyone got pretty drunk. Megali almost passed out on her way home and I think Alex accidentally(?) kicked in my window. That, or he disappeared long enough for the random miscreants to do it. Truth be told, I really have no way of knowing, and Alex isn't even certain how he ended up outside, let alone where he had been. It was pretty scary, the sound of a breaking window bringing you to wakefulness is not something I'd liked to repeat. My landlord suggested that it was probably some drunkard and I resisted snickering.
The next day I read a few accounts of what people thought, and it brought the tears on again. Bereft of excuses of practicality, it struck me in waves and I can feel it resting at the edge of the shadow of my feet. I never have created anything quite so sublime as this, and in many ways I wonder if I ever will again.
I didn't cry, I was too wrapped up in making everything work. I talked for hours, trying to explain the whats, the whys and the hows, and even asked for water as my throat began to become hoarse. And, like a good wake, most everyone got pretty drunk. Megali almost passed out on her way home and I think Alex accidentally(?) kicked in my window. That, or he disappeared long enough for the random miscreants to do it. Truth be told, I really have no way of knowing, and Alex isn't even certain how he ended up outside, let alone where he had been. It was pretty scary, the sound of a breaking window bringing you to wakefulness is not something I'd liked to repeat. My landlord suggested that it was probably some drunkard and I resisted snickering.
The next day I read a few accounts of what people thought, and it brought the tears on again. Bereft of excuses of practicality, it struck me in waves and I can feel it resting at the edge of the shadow of my feet. I never have created anything quite so sublime as this, and in many ways I wonder if I ever will again.
Maybe I'll write...
Written On: Home Computer
Currently Listening: Metric - Grow Up And Blow Away
Currently Eating: Whole Wheat Wrap w/ Basmati Rice, Refried Beans, and Blue Cheese



Comments
I'm pretty sure I didn't kick your window in, but,as you mentioned, I have a pretty extensive black spot in my memory (very sorry for waking up regardless), and so it's possible I did without noticing or remembering, or possible enough for me to feel guilty at the notion. If you want, I can pay for the window. It would make me feel better about the whole thing. -Alex
Posted by: Alex | November 28, 2005 12:00 PM
Don't worry about it. One, we don't actually know if it was you or not. Two, insurance covered it and I don't even have to pay for the deductable.
Posted by: Kurrs
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November 29, 2005 4:57 PM