Kurrs' Digital Tapestry of Words

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I walked along the sea-side with my mother this morning. It was warm enough to not to even suggest a jacket, even at the water's edge. Sister stayed home, father was out getting his father, and brother is where it drops to 30 below. It was really nice. It still inspired remembrances of a movie that involved a plum girl and snow on a beach, and I mentioned as much. There is some wonderful level of empathy present between us in our mutual love of that movie... That, our mutual affection towards Zertz, and many other simple similarities.

Hey, I don't remember the use of a tambura, tabla, and indian violin on this album... that's awesome...

It may sound strange, but this is the first December in eight years I've not been with someone, where there hasn't been some tug-of-war between families of one signifiant other and myself. I didn't buy anyone presents, not even my family. The whole affair has been very surreal for me, but rather nice.

I feel like my loves' names are written across my soul; I'm not even sure how else to express it. Like etching into stone, yet somehow the presence of their names adds mass instead of removing it. I feel... worn... and while school can take a huge portion of the blame, that is an often-wrought lie that I wrap around myself. Sometimes I think I wish it wasn't so, but truth be told I'm still uncertain. Changing oneself is a large endeavour.

Be careful with your dreams, you become what you dream.

Written On: Home Computer
Currently Listening: The Beatles - Sgt. Pepper's Lonely Heart Club Band (full album)
Currently Eating: so full...