Kurrs' Digital Tapestry of Words

I haven't been writing much, which is probably bad given my current designation. Too busy putting my life in order, routine building. I'm far behind where I want to be, nay, where I need to be to get everything want done, but I'm getting there. I've begun tracking my food intake, sleeping patterns, and whether or not I'm getting everything done on my core work projects which are, respectively, Working Out, Cello, RCW, Thesis, Econometrics, and Writing. The goal is to be doing all of them at least a bit every day, and I'm nowhere near there. Either way, it'll let me know when I'm letting things slip.

I do finally feel better. It comes across best in person, with the vigorous return of my vocabulary and ability to weave sentences. January sucked, let's make February a good one.

I've befriended a wonderful cheese smuggler, who also happens to be an organist, and it means I've had a steady flow of camembert, cheddar, and butter. I must say, it's been quite nice.

I miss sex. Strange, given how important it is to me, that I've chosen to be monogamous (to be fair, it's unidirectional monogamy, but that term positively oozes with academic precision/pretention) with someone I almost never see. I don't mind the absence of the complication, and wouldn't go back on that decision or would seek to change it. I'm far too affected by the ones I love, and I seem unable to detact sexuality from great affection. Not that I necessarily care to, but it does mean that casual sex in the normal definition of the phrase is totally out for me.

I saw Sexual Practices of the Japanese, and was once again taken completely by surprise by the amount of people I know don't that know each other. Patti who didn't know Tillie who didn't know David who didn't know... Lines of unfamiliarity. I've been running in very different, almost completely isolated circles (there are notable exceptions) lately and I seem to have forgotten. KMM is, in part, an excuse for me to temporary create my own social circle, but it doesn't last. A phantasm, a moment's madness where I am the connecting piece in the center, much like the wake for the World of Quest's End, and afterwards everyone goes back to their lives.

Oh, and if you haven't seen Studies In Motion at the Freddy Wood, you really really should. There's only two shows remaining, Saturday and Sunday at 7:30pm. This is not to be missed if you have any ability to get out there tonight or tomorrow night. You can read more of me babbling about it here if you wish.

Written On: Home Computer
Currently Listening: Aphex Twin - Richard D. James (full album)
Currently Eating: Wrap in a whole wheat tortilla with basmati rice, refried beans, cheddar, salsa, and avacado