miss v. tr. to feel the lack or loss of
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There it is again, that sense that my life lacks poetry, that when I stare back at certain points in my life I notice the inequality. I want to be happy, I want to be healthy, I need to be successful... But, I must admit there was something beautiful and enticing about being wrapped in threads of dysfunction and drama. A manifestation of an unhealthy self-image that was altogether not human enough to ever be sustainable. An inherent selfishness exists in attempting to sustain such a state; it means you run out of the ability to continue acting that way without being a rather despicable person, a parasite, a leech.
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Currently Listening: Spark That Screams - Self-Titled EP