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I really dislike being so irrational.

Some times I'm not sure what to do with getting what I want. I always seem to expect that the drama in my head will manifest. Thankfully, it doesn't always.

I am very sore, and still am sick. Hopefully, this will end soon.

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Currently Listening: The White Stripes - White Blood Cells (full album)

Posted by Kurrs on January 13, 2006 5:21 PM |

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you often draw attention to your irrationality.

why is that? interesting thing to ponder about you.

Posted by: see.jack.run | January 13, 2006 7:06 PM

One tends to focus on the things one is trying to overcome. Pretty straight-forward, really.

Posted by: Kurrs [TypeKey Profile Page] | January 13, 2006 9:30 PM

but you are so rational. it doesnt make sense.

also, please dont talk down to me.

Posted by: see.jack.run. | January 13, 2006 11:39 PM

I wasn't.

It is precisely the fact that I am so rational and have specifically tried so hard to understand my own internal logic (and logic in general) that any remaining aspect of really strong irrationality gets to me. I don't mind strange premises (for instance, if weird things make me happy, or if people are attracted to assholes, etc) but things like phobias which specifically rob me of my ability to think clearly are really upsetting to me. I've been having to deal with it alot recently, which means it's been on my mind, whereas normally it doesn't come up.

Posted by: Kurrs [TypeKey Profile Page] | January 14, 2006 12:27 AM

Plus, I am sick and gross and insomniatic right now. I may be coming across more crass than I'd like.

Posted by: Kurrs [TypeKey Profile Page] | January 14, 2006 12:28 AM

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