Treading Water
It's what I've been doing, while awake. It's what I want. Go to work, get home, do something without long term ramafications, sleep, wake, repeat. Sprinkle with food and passtimes. After baking a while, add some art and music. You get the idea.
I can't really say I'm doing much of anything otherwise. Do what I'm told, or what I feel like doing in the moment. Some science fiction television, some webcomic work, korean movie mondays, sleeping in, drinking, concerts... the little things that all fell through the cracks over the last few months (years?). It is erroneous to say they didn't matter, but they lack the gravitas that I am accustomed to.
I needed this. I can't really say I'm happy, but at least I have time to reflect, to pause, to sit. Time seems to be my greatest ally, all I need is to wait and most things will sort themselves out inside of me. The world manages itself just fine in my absence. Not unguided, but certainly without.
Written On: Tim's Computer
Currently Listening: The Cranberries - No Need To Argue
I can't really say I'm doing much of anything otherwise. Do what I'm told, or what I feel like doing in the moment. Some science fiction television, some webcomic work, korean movie mondays, sleeping in, drinking, concerts... the little things that all fell through the cracks over the last few months (years?). It is erroneous to say they didn't matter, but they lack the gravitas that I am accustomed to.
I needed this. I can't really say I'm happy, but at least I have time to reflect, to pause, to sit. Time seems to be my greatest ally, all I need is to wait and most things will sort themselves out inside of me. The world manages itself just fine in my absence. Not unguided, but certainly without.
Written On: Tim's Computer
Currently Listening: The Cranberries - No Need To Argue
Comments
Be a dinner guest more often. You're welcome, and there are no consequences. :)
Posted by: Greenstorm | September 8, 2006 7:43 AM