Metabolism
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Up then down, shift, shuffle, shift.
I spent last week being unable to feed myself enough. Wednesday and Thursday I ate constantly and still there would be times I would feel so hungry as to be faint. This week I get full rather easily, but keep going to bed really early because I'm exhausted. Sometimes my incredibly high-strung body is annoying, but at least it works well, even if it's cranky and requires alot of upkeep.
Yeah, I still miss her, although that's hardly surprising. I wake up and often ambiently wish she was there too. These things happen, it's not so bad. There was a moment that tasted of myth, of old man winter's back being broken, that occurred to disprove the cultural inheritence of singularity. It doesn't change things, but it certainly makes them bearable, removing their depressing power.
I also find myself in a situation I find mildly terrifying. An odd choice of words, but at least it seems to be mutual. I can practically hear my surrogates laughing at me.
Written On: Mother's Computer