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January 28, 2007

Sore and Length


Originally Uploaded here by SophieMuc

Yesterday was so very long, and I am now so very sore. My body aches and pops as I move about the house, and I think I may end up napping some more before the afternoon arrives.

Snowboarding was glorious. How I managed to get a warm, sunny, nice snow Saturday on Grouse without anyone else being there is totally beyond me but sometimes you just take coincidences as the gifts they are and just run with it. Sometimes, I boarded over to an empty chair lift and went up alone. Weeeeird, but awesome. I also met this nice guitar playing accountant father who I ended up ripping up the mountain with. He was nice, hopefully he'll drop me a line again sometime.

The Magic Flute was great. I have a list of technical criticisms that are perhaps a mile long, but they are all really minor (even if the list is really long). However, (with the notable exception of Pamina's introduction, what-the-fuck?) the singing was good and even (no one dwarfed anyone else: I hate when that happens), the acting was good (opera-good, to be clear), and the cultural fusion was impeccable. Also, Papageno rocks my socks. Everything from his acting, his physicality, and his singing were spot-on.

Also, I've been having bizarrely normal dreams lately. Not completely weird, as they have been having that flavour of this is something complicated that could happen in Christopher's life but the complete absence of brutal mind-scarring nightmares is definately a plus!

Written On: Home Computer
Currently Listening: Autorickshaw - Saraswati (song d/l)

January 25, 2007

Today Was Better, Nay, Good Even


Originally Uploaded here by J.C.L Leung (Rookie)

Work = Good

Theatre = Good

Written On: Home Computer
Curently Listening: totom - The Island that Loves (NIN vs. Fatboy Slim) (track d/l)

January 24, 2007

A Day That Slowly Falls Apart


Originally Uploaded here by -Antoine-

I was in a pretty good mood in the morning. Beautiful, dry, sunny day that was going well. It was the sort of day that I wanted to leave work and go snowboarding afterwards. Simply stupid, but the idea was so tantalising.

After lunch, I struggled with something I was left to do alone and by the end of it, it had been so frustrating that I wanted to break things so very very badly. It is through acts of sheer will that I didn't just smash the shit out of something random. I was at work too, which meant the implements of this destruction are well designed for just that sort of result.

Arg, I don't know how to feel now, equal parts from the cups of suck and awesome just end up tasting confusing. I think I'll chillax via bath/shower, eating, and reading.

Written On: Home Computer
Currently Listening: totom - We're In This Blurred Line Closer Now (NIN Mash-up) (song d/l)

January 23, 2007

Things Are Good


Originally Uploaded here by John T100

I'm a moody bitch. Thankfully, other people put up with it.

I just patched my dinner. It is now dinner 1.1, now with bacon. I've never had a burger with bacon before. It's good, but I think I prefer bacon alone, or with eggs.

I think I'm going to read some Digger and then go to bed.

Written On: Home Computer
Currently Listening: Madonna - Music (the album)

PS I didn't go snowboarding last weekend. This sucks, stupid rain. Don't get me wrong, it's eminently beautiful and the warmth is nice at work but this weekend I demand cold. DEMAND. I needs my fix.

January 21, 2007

Some Days Are Lost


Originally Uploaded here by Brassy1

Some days you throw in the towel, eat some apple sauce and ice cream, and go to bed.

Today is one such day.

Written On: Home Computer
Currently Listening: Party Ben - Hung Up On Soul (Death Cab For Cutie vs. Madonna) (track d/l)

January 18, 2007

Sufficiency


Originally Uploaded here by chishikilauren



I'm feeling out of sorts. Business meetings that inspire a mix of jealousy and frustration, long days of inclement weather and isolation, periods of incommunication from something that may not actually be my fault (although I doubt it), pangs of a love that is deepest yet both lost and probably fictional, and my metabolism being in high gear again. It's a sufficient list.


Stuff is still awesome though. Love, beauty, affection, validation, stability, physicality, and comfort. It's a sufficient list.


Default state wins out though, at least it's only temporary.








Written On: Parents' Computer
Currently Listening: The Knife - We Share Our Mother's Health (song d/l)

January 16, 2007

Sorely


Originally Uploaded here by Negative Vibes/Pete

I've been feeling very private lately. A little angst here, some heaping doses of happiness there, and work, snowboarding, and beauty of the personal, atmospheric, and cinematic varieties.

I am in an incredibly foul mood. For no real reason, it just began with a slight crank last night and has slowly festered into an out and out foul mood. Really, the thing that actually changed its nature was Drive Organics not having any organic cheesy poofs. This is a retarded reason to be in a bad mood, but whatareyougoingtodo?

At least I have bacon.

And ice cream.

Currently Listening: The Knife - We Share Our Mother's Health (song d/l)
Currently Eating: Waffles, and then maybe some ice cream. I should have grabbed root beer damnit...

January 13, 2007

Irony and Truth


Originally Uploaded here by RW PhotoBug



Christopher, you are a gentleman. I wonder if anyone knows. I bet your girlfriend does.

She knows.




Written On: Home Computer
Currently Eating: Granola and Yoghurt
Currently Listening: Jose Gonzalez - Veneer (album d/l)

January 8, 2007

Year In Review Meme, 2006

January - Words On A Screen

There are as many... I forgot what I was saying.

February - Tired

By the Gods I've gotten alot of stuff done this week.

March - Little More Than Rambling


Originally Uploaded here by citybumpkin

Been awake for 42 hours or so, I've had three naps but that's about it.

April - Last Few Days


Originally Uploaded here by 353

Wake Up, Storming the Wall, The Soldier Dreams, Fall Asleep,

May - FUCKING RIGHTS

You'll get your honours degree!!!

June - Paws

I hate not using Firefox. IE is teh suck.

July - You Should Expect This

Repeat repeat.

August - Renamed/Rewritten

Words stream out in a useless stream of nothing, clumsy renditions that do not evoke or inspire understanding or even enjoyment.

September - I Had A Dream Last Night And It Fit Me Like A Glove


Originally Uploaded here by gms

It was a collage of moments, most that didn't exist, of places that did.

October - Melancholy, Again


Originally Uploaded here by Wiesmier

Today is a good day, much like any other.

November - Pervasive Dysfunction, Albeit Possibly Indescribable


Originally Uploaded here by willfire

I know things.

December - Along With Everything Else


Originally Uploaded here by wiseacre photo

Music, at least that which I listen to usually, reminds me of you.

Year In Review Meme, 2005

January 7, 2007

give no quarter and ask for none


Originally Uploaded here by sosij

Something unexpected has happened.

This is not to say that it wasn't predictable, like all human interaction, but more that my own bias caused me to miss it.

So, at least from my perspective, it was surprising.

Written On: Home Computer
Currently Listening: Zero 7 - The Garden

January 5, 2007

I Still Hate


Originally Uploaded here
Fuck, today sucked. Snow is good, rain isn't that bad, but slushy snow is the worst. It's like the worst parts of rain made worse in every way. If my site wasn't so cool (heated basement to escape to, coffee maker, microwave, etc), today would have been completely unbearable instead of uncomfortable and kinda annoying. However, that being said, I'm still happy with it.

I've agreed to work tomorrow. Having a life costs money and seems to merely make me miserable, whereas working earns me money and seems to make me happy. Why the fuck do I have a life again?

That being said, I want to go snowboarding so bad I can hardly think straight. Monday, oh yes, monday...

Written On: Home Computer
Currently Listening: Jane's Addiction in my head!
Alternative Title: Mania Has Its Uses

January 3, 2007

Kinda Misanthropic


Originally Uploaded here by 3amfromkyoto

Don't take it personally

I'm just kinda fucked up

These days

Written On: Home Computer
Currently Listening: Emilie Simon - Végétal

January 1, 2007

Shortly


Originally Uploaded here by Hugo*

I didn't go out for new years. I don't regret it because going out would have merely made me unhappy. I could go into the reasons, but it would merely make me sound old and crotchety. I went snowboarding the next day instead. A good decision.

I haven't bought my worm drive yet, but I will, it has arrived. I begin work again tomorrow. This is good.

I'm in a kind of purgatory right now: still very insular. I'm in mourning, and will be for a bit. I'll push through my current malaise and make decisions that make me happy, I'll thank myself later.

I said it before, and it's still true, for now. I need to be alone.

Written On: Home Computer
Currently Listening: Emilie Simon - Fleur de Saison (song d/l)
Currently Eating: Burrito and Hot Chocolate