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I'm upset recently, in a strange rearrangement of dysfunction. Suddenly, instead of work pulling everything else, everything else is making it difficult to rise, difficult to get through the day. It is like every morning I wake and grasp my functionality with an iron grip and don't let go until I finish. It struggles, writhes, and slips within my fingers, and I squeeze for every moment of the day until the paid time runs out and I can stare off into the close distance that is the world painted over my own reflection through glass. And when the light fades enough that I can't see the world - and only I remain - I slip in and out of conciousness until I arrive home.


At least I'm practicing alot.


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Currently Listening: Burial - Archangel (song d/l)