I Want To Fade Into Nothing, If Only For An Instant
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I want to the world to unfocus, to slide away into deliciously soft edges. I want the warm undulations of electronic basslines, a soundscape to swim through. I want my mind to thud with the same softness and sound, and I want to writhe like muscle relaxants. To fall slowly into oblivion, and let everything be taken away, one bit by one bit, unless all that remains of sensation is texture.
And I want to stay there.
At the edge of nothingness, not close like the edge of a knife but close enough that the details are gone. Like a razor thin depth of field caputuring nothing. To float in my immaterial rave ocean, warm like the tropics and dry but for the sweat and humidity in the air. So that I can forget. And then, fall, as all the last beautiful pieces are gone. Collapsing into me, first sight, then sound, like touch. Just, nothing.
Currently Listening: Optimus Gryme - Immortal (song d/l)
Written On: Home Computer