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You have forgotten me, moments of passing consideration perhaps, but your life began to move past mine years ago. Still, to me you remain the most beautiful, the most desirable. A near-perfect combination of weaknesses and kinks, preferences and ideals. I couldn't be the father of your children, due to desire and timing: an all-consuming combination of incompatibility.

Things are, in many ways, astoundingly good: I am blessed beyond most reasonable calculation. But it is not enough. My immaculate machine has begun to fall apart, and only my insanely robust safety net is making it bearable. I must fix this, anything less and I would lose immeasurable amounts of respect for myself.



Currently Listening: Burial - Archangel (listen)
Written On: Blackberry