The Naviverse

I watched the eclipse today with an old friend. We talked about the past and our plans about the future. We sipped hot chocolate and took pictures as the shaddow passed over the moons face. I was cold and at peace. I was sore but still in a state of happiness where pain didn't matter.

I need to do more. More that connects me with nature and the things I believe in. Sickle is coming soon but that isn't quite what I'm getting at. I'm partially going mad by my inablility to get anything acomplished (as I keep falling asleep while doing homework and distracted during simple tasks such as laundry). I can blame that on the drugs I'm taking but placing blame does nothing. I finally have some 'spare' time and I want to be functional with it.

I also have a house that will be vaccent for about a week and a half (as my parents are going to alberta to watch my brothers hockey team continue to fail in their attempts to play well), and mom will be returning as I'm leaving for sickle. I want to get something done in that time. Finish painting my room is one of the things on that list but another is do something ritual-like while I have an empty house.

If anyone wants to come visit me (way out here in the boonies) you are welcome in my home. I would probaly appreciate the company because I don't plan on going to far.

PS. Mouth update, the problem I have is called 'dry socket: http://www.calweb.com/~goldman/dry_sockets.html <---explains it all