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Turning Green

Maybe it's just because today is today. There has to be some reason but things are PISSING ME OFF. Between customers repeating their orders to me three times when I acknowledged that I understood the first time (and it's all on the fucking lable anyway), and my father bitching at me about leaving the freezer door open when I'm currently scanning to see if there is anything that I can make and consume in less then twenty mintues *note: I hadn't had the door open for more then a minute* I'm ready to start kicking faces and throwing paint cans.

Maybe I'm just doing what Char was saying. Burning the candle at both ends. I think there are more wicks then just those two. I keep trying to convince myself I'm fine... but I don't think I am... I think after I get this week over with, it's time for some hardcore me and me + homework time get caught up and settled down. And in the mean time, do my best not to give the costomers, and my dad, new breathing holes.

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Maybe you need to take a day off from work, no school, nothing and just relax from all the pressures. Sure you will lose a little income, but its better than losing your mind. :)

Yeah, I think that's what happened the next day. It's funny though. I had a "day off" on sunday but it wasn't satisfying because not enough things were done. I guess I need a nice balance of constructiveness and leisure to make this pixie content.

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