The Naviverse

The entirety of yesterday was one incredible challenge after another.

Sleep came to me at about 2:30am due to the heat in my room. I woke up three times, dreading the brief thought that I was actually awake. I woke up to go to work at 4:55am. This was going to be a difficult day.

Work consisted of many people at our desk, shifting impatiently for turn whilst three people with training badges on and one who had only recently taken hers off. I would be doing three orders at a time while they were doing just one. In the process of this, at least two would have asked me a question about something. To make it worse, the closer didn't come in after I left at three. This causes problems. I hope they were ok. *Like a mother to her children.*

Then I hurried to Garou. The game is slightly taxing *just a tad* as it forces me to deal with things that I don't like dealing with but should anyway *so I live slightly existentially through my character; it hasn't hurt me yet* I'm glad that I had an internal monologue that didn't switch to real life. It was a good.... role playing experience. It makes my headaches go away.

I had some dinner, it bit a chunk out of my positive credit card debt. Eating is expensive, I think I'll just stop.

My situation is... weird. I like being a councillor but things have changed. And I don't like it. The situation was good for this heavenly brief moment in time but now it's starting to show is ugly side and I'm starting to re-think things. *I love my process of learning. Go full tilt until you fuck something up.*

I went to fire. My eyebrows and eyelashes now have white tips. Smart move genius. *I think I'm going to take that test*. I did miss fire though, and can't wait to become good at my poi. We had a bunch of drums to accompany us this time. It had the feeling of the drum circles at SMF. Gods I miss that feeling.

I think I need more secrets. That sounds funny I know but I think I'm going to keep my mouth shut a little more... or at least find the mute button on my voice box.