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July 28, 2005

Not Missing, Just Hidden.

Break time is over. It's time to get back to the grind again. At the end of this blog, I shall comence withthe attacking of the last essay of doom (that being 10-12 pages long). Then I shall slay the smaller essay final. It shall be a glorious battle.

This week has been slightly distracted. Deadlines are being pushed back and sleep is not happening. This will hopefully change tonight and tomorrow night if I have any chance of surviving apex.

I am very tired of doing things I don't really care about. These essays are a good example. I have no burning motivation to do it. It's just there to be done. I need get this finished so I can do something that acutally makes me happy. Soon it shall be over. By monday in fact. Well, technically tuesday.

Tuesday, at 12:01 everything will be clean from my hands. At that point I think I shall wonder down to the drive and do some reading. I think I shall begin, if not finish, Harry Potter, much to my delight.

Tomorrow looks like it might involve a minor reading picnic after I get off work. Something to look forward to, despte how silent the times shall be.

I wrote your name in the sand with my toes. I giggled and Angus patted me on the head. You do that.

July 25, 2005

At Least I Get to Watch the Sunrise

It's 5am and I'm tired. Three hours = not enough. I've planned to finish my presentation stuff during my break then dash home for an hour and a half nap before I'm off to meet Ashley. Today is going to hurt my brain.

Off to work.

Oh and because it's sexy:
Angus and Others Play with Fire (Thanks to Andrew for hosting the video).

July 22, 2005

I Like To Frighten People Redux (No Longer Rated R)

Round two of my schedule... HORRAY!

Tonight (Friday, 22)
7:00-8:30 - Do 380 Take Home Exam
8:30-11:00 - Do 333 Presentation Prep
11:00-1:00 - Catch Up reading and a bath, sipping on Bailies. Sleep.

Saturday, 23
9:00-11:30 - Read, or Make Lantern??
12:00-9:00 - ??? (intentionally ambiguous and is meant to be that way).
9:00-1:00 - Illuminares. Sleep.

Sunday, 24
9:00-10:00 - Farmers Market
10:00-5:00 - Writing Essay At Andrew's
5:00-9:00 - Essay writing and/or Tea at Reyna’s
9:00-12:00 - Fire. Sleep.

Monday, 25
6:00-3:00 - Working
3:00-6:00 - Annotated Bibliography or read.
6:00-12:00 - D'nD. Sleep.

Tuesday, 26
9:30am-10:30pm (LAST DAY OF DOOM!!!!). Hand in 380 Take Home Exam, Do Presentation, Do More On Annotated Bibliography.Read. Sleep.

Wednesday, 27
10:00-7:00 - Work
7:00-11:00 - Finish Annotated. Read. Sleep

Thursday, 28
9:30-1:30 - Class.
1:30-7:30 - Write Essay #1 of 333 Take Home Exam.
7:30-11:30 - Read, or write Essay #2 if reading is Done. Sleep.

Friday, 29
8:00-5:00 - Work
5:00-10:00 - Write Essay #2 (or finish and socialize because EVERYTHING IS SOOOOOO DONE). Sleep.... Maybe.

Saturday, 30
6:00-1:00 - Work (yes I know how much that 6am wake-up is going to suck).
1:00-11:59 - APEX!!!!! (there is no sleep)

Sunday, 31
12:00-8:00 - APEX!!!!!!
8:00-9:00 - Drive Home
9:00-5:00 - Pride Parade
5:00-??? - Fall Down

Monday, 1
10:00-6:00 - Edit or Finish anything that needs to be finished. READ FOR PLEASURE. Harry Potter Here I Come!
6:00-12:00 - D'nD


Tuesday, 2
9:00-11:30 - Frantically Finish anything that needs to be finished.
12:00-12:01 - Hand in all Essays and Projects and Exams. SCHOOL IS SO FINISHED SUCKING OUT MY SOUL!!!!!!!!!
12:01-6:00ish - Storm Tim's house and play video games for the rest of the night/day... and possibly order Indian food. Or even field trip to East is East.
6:00-Whenever - Lughnassad Ritual

**now schedule becomes open and all I have to post are work times with a few minor exceptions**


Wednesday, 3
1:00-10:00 - Work

Thursday, 4
10:00-2:00 - Work
5:00-10:00 - Wrapped in Gray

Friday, 5
10:00-7:00 - Work

Saturday, 6
8:00-5:00 - Work
5:00-All Hours of the Night - LEO PARTY!!!! *and yes I'm one of them... *

Sunday, 7
5:00-Whenever: Watch Angus get tattoed as part of his Lughnassad ritual.

July 21, 2005

I Learned a New Trick

The weight is lifting, pound by pound. I'm back on track with the new, revised schedual, which shall be posted when I acutally have the schedual for next week *stupid work*. BUT! three of my essays are completed and handed in and a play has been performed. I have left: *ahem* one 10-12 page essay, a 10 entree anotated bibliography to match, a take home essay of one-page-single-space-about-Dionysus-Paper-of-Goodness, a somewhat painful presentation and a two essay (3-5) pages final take home essay and then its OVER!.

I plan to go to the Illuminares on Saturday after I get off work at nine. It should be wonderful and my camera will be happy.


I slaked off and visited people. I haven't quite finished reading all that I've needed to but I think that's what my lunch break will include. Ah, the story of my life. I have a stack of books that keep leering at me, titled: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince, Neverwhere, Good Omens and Valiant. They want to be read but I must restrain myself or school shall not be done. Motivation! My new mantra is "You want to read things other then school crap."

Gah. I'm tired. It's time for that thing with the pillow and sheets. *begins counting sheep*

July 20, 2005

In the Light of the Moon.

I walked and whispered. The grass was cold and wet and the small candle flames seemed to glow much brighter then they should.

Slightly distracted but well worth the minor risk. A day early but that's only because I can't be there on time.

Alone, and proud.

July 17, 2005

Wacaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!

I am the ninja.

Yesterday I almost completely lost it while at work.... It needed to happen. I grounded and I better but damn I was freaked out when my work mantra is "You're ok, you're not panicked, you're life is ok, you'll be ok.”

The essay is almost finished and I’m on the downhill slope (in which I know what's coming next and how to get there) in it so 6-10pm is dedicated to eradicating it and freeing my soul... for the rest of the night anyway.

Oh and because it's amusing, new pics are up at Flickr. Enjoy.... and call me if you'd like to save me for a few minutes. I always appreciate the escape.

July 14, 2005

You know it's bad when...

I look at a clock in which the minute hand is about an inch from the right of the 6 and I have to think about whether I'm 3 mintues early for class or three minutes late because I can't remember which way the hand moves.

I'm crazy like that.

Good news: My 333 essay has an extention until thursday if I need it.

So now I'm at Andrews and about ready to attack 4000 words with a bloody axe.

Glad to be back Chris.

Glad to see you smile like that Tim.

Glad to recieve a hug Eugene.

Glad to touch you again Andrew.

Time to try not to go crazy while writing about dionysus.

July 12, 2005

The Seal is Broken

Now for the Entourage of Larger Essays... Only three essays, two take home mid-terms, one annotated bibliography *sees a random partridge flying around, takes a bite out of a pear*, and one presentation to go. Two of which will be done for next Tuesday.

BUT THIS ONE IS DONE... well almost I need to edit it before I can hand it in. And that is to be done as soon as I'm done writing this :D.

Just to catch up.

SIN WAS T3H UBER BOMB. So many rockin costumes and so appropriate on so many levels. Ryan, you were the sex. Andrew, you made me wet heh God of moisture. Meg was absolutely gorgeous, despite being ill. A fantabulous night.

I actually had a girly talk on Sunday. It was weird, awesome but weird. It was so cute. I had the irritable urge to have a sleep over and paint my toenails.

And then the world came to a crashing halt. Yay, for homework. Back to the crunch.... how’s everyone else’s world?

July 11, 2005

As My Social Life Rides Away into the Sunset...

It Begins. Interlude during brain break to come.

Stay tuned for the next exciting episode of, "Navi is RIDICULOUS".

I can already feel the cabin fever creeping in.

*groan*

July 10, 2005

I like

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July 7, 2005

Because I Like to Frighten People

My schedule for the next 18 days:

Thursday
9:30-1:30 - School
1:30-2:30 - Meet up with Andrew at school and transit/drive home (stopping at work to drop off availability and buy glue for fall apart sandals)
2:30-3:30 - Pick up and drop of Troy at Airport.
3:30-4:30 - Drive to dress sew and look for last few costume items.
4:30-6:00 - Read and chill with Andrew for a while.
6:00-7:00 - Dinner at East is East with Chris and Andrew
7:00-9:00(ish) - Go to Ryan's to do WiG stuff.
9:00(ish)-11:00(ish) - Bleach and Die Andrew’s hair and work on Hermes Costume.
11:00(ish)-1:00(ish) - Prepare outline for 313 essay. Then Sleep.

Friday
9:00-12:00 - Start writing essay
12:00-1:30 - Drive to work
1:30-10:30 - Work
10:30-1:30 - Complete Hermes costume. Sleep

Saturday
9:00-11:00 - Read
11:00-4:00 - Nobilis stuff
4:00-8:00 - Reading, writing and eating
8:00-1:00(ish) - Sin City (Happy Birthday to Megzor and Andrea). Sleep.

Sunday
5:00am-6:00 - wake up
6:00-3:00 - work
3:00-11:00 - finish writing 313 essay. sleep.

Monday
6:00-3:00 - work
3:00-4:00 - edit 313 essay
4:00-6:00 - write 380 essay outline
6:00-11:00 - D'nD. Sleep

Tuesday
8:30 - Register for classes
9:30am-10:30pm - school with reading during breaks, possibly essay writing and/or outline writing for 333. Sleep

Wednesday
10:00-7:00 - Work
7:00-11:30 - Begin 380 essay. Sleep

Thursday
9:30-1:30 - School
2:30-11:00 - Finish 380 essay, read or socialize? (what's that). Sleep

Friday
8:00-1:30 - Begin 333 essay.
2:00-11:00 - work. Sleep

Saturday
8:00-10:30 - Read 333 books
11:00-8:00 - work while wishing I was at nobilis instead
8:00-1:00 - Continue to write 333. Sleep

Sunday
9:00-6:00 - work
6:00-1:00 - Finish 333 essay. Sleep

Monday
10:00-1:00 - Edit both essays.
1:00-6:00 - Catch up reading for 333
6:00-11:00 - D'nD. Sleep

Tuesday
9:30am-10:00pm - School including writing outline for 313 long essay and finding articles and books for annotated bibliography. Sleep

Wednesday
9:00-4:30 - Begin 313 essay
5:00-10:00 - work. sleep

Thursday
9:30-1:30 - school
1:30-11:30 - Finish 313 essay. Sleep.

Friday
8:00-5:00 - work
5:00-9:00 - finish 313 Annotated bibliography
9:00-11:00 - Catch Up reading. Sleep

Saturday
7:00-11:00 - Catch up reading
12:00-9:00 - work
9:00-11:00 - catch up reading

Sunday
7:00-12:00 - catch up reading
12:00-7:00 - Garou
7:00-11:00 - Catch up reading.

Oh, and in all my work breaks, bus rides and spare time, I'll be doing my catch up reading until it's finished. There is also a presentation to be prepared for and completed in there but it might be dealt with next week. I'm not worrying about that right now.

I'll update you in a week and do a revised schedule.

Are you scared yet?

July 5, 2005

Not Meant to be Fully Understood By Any One Person.

Dancing at the door, knowing it's unlocked but happy to camp outside it. It's not time yet. Perfectly content. Ridiculously content. Until the world that enveloped me into this nexus of serenity gets the off-stage cane to the waist and hurls me into that which is the rest of my life.

I will not be seen unless I've made the commitment to you earlier (with a few small exceptions). Hello Mr. Rock. Let me introduce you to Mme. Hard-space. Oh and Sir. Sanity has decided to take a vacation.

In times like these I find that the few moments of forced calmness, as in time in which I physically can do nothing else other then just sit and wait, are when I notice the true beauty or ugliness of things. I come upon small epiphanies and they bring with them a minor euphoria that I bask in while able to. Recharging before the physical begins to dominate.

I think sleeping in through my first two classes this morning was the best thing that could have happened to me.

July 2, 2005

The Fool

The Teaser:

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I Am

Which tarot card are you?

Such utter madness in the last while.

Croquet was sexy. I feel horrible that I wasn't costumed... but that's ok. This type of event must be done again... I wonder if it will deviate from the origional group of the "last fridays". Hmm.

Chai Gallery = the good. I also failed miserably in my endevor to get some sleep.

Still sick as a result of that. I'm exhaused from caughing.

Friday was bloody brilliant from every point of view if I use my tunnel vision skills to omit school/homework. Planet of the Drums almost made me fall down for atleast three reasons. I slept like a rock.

Tonight sleep shall be had. Yes... much sleep.

So... I have my pics downloaded on my comp from Croquet (and to be conceeded, they're fucking awesome).... who wants to post them on thier flicker account?? Huh? HUH? cuz i can't.... oooo maybe i should just hold you all in suspence until I can upload them... dare I make you all wait for two months? Mewhahahah.

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Hm... the Goth is weak in me today.