The Naviverse

I sorry for not returning your call Bill. I really wanted to but when my discussion with my significant other was over it was around 1:00 and though you might be up I didn't know if cella would have been.

The game plan for con. Um. Tim, Angus and My flight all leaves at 6amish. So we need to be there between 4 and 5am. Wee. We'll probably be leaving somewhere around 2. Personally, I work from 1 to 10 the previous night. I'm simply planning on staying up until we hit the car and doing my best to keep from falling asleep when we're driving to Seatle. Does this sound about right? As for returning, we're pretty close... mom will show up when our tickets say we are all arriving. Wee. Seems simple, I'm hoping it is so. She may be returning with the truck due to ryan factors. I think I have her convinced. Plus our extra take home stuff will probably require the extra room anyway. Horray for free stuff...

So today is Thursday. I'm about to leave for the mountian to purchase books and whatnot. Wee. After that i'm killing time for a while. If anyone wants to collide with me, I'll be around with a phone.

Yesterday I had a photo shoot. It was really cool. There were some awesome pictures that came of it. I can't wait until I have the origionals. Who was it that wanted to meet up with my photographer? Lemme know asap. I'm having coffee or dinner or something with him when we meet up so he can give me the cd of the pictures taken. You're welcome to come along with me and meet him.

Anyway I'm off. Bye peoples.

Posted by Navi at 11:22 AM | Permalink | Comments (1)

I call to the masses. I want to go skating. Somewhere. I'm going through minor withdrawl and need to vent it on a sheet of cold hard ice. I miss the sound of my blades diging into the ice as I make a sharp turn. I miss the feeling of kicking myself up into the air and the automatic responce to correct any minor flaws caused by the take off.

I plan to go somewhere accessable so I may have others join me. I shall find a date and a time and it shall be done. Maybe thursday night or something. I have that day off. Lemme know what you all think (do not phear my blog, sign up to the masses... or call me or something).

I miss you all :D

Posted by Navi at 8:28 PM | Permalink

I have no internet at the moment. I have no connection or regualar use of the web.

If you want to visit me or contact me, i have a phone.

Bill, you should grab my number and gimme a ring soon. I have time... it's strange.

Posted by Navi at 4:27 PM | Permalink | Comments (2)

Just an FYI for people who may or may not be interested.

I'm having a mini birthday gathering at xcalibur (a bowling alley in slurrey right across from the Scott Road Skytrain station). The insanity commences at 10pm and we'll probably meet people around then at the skytrain station to make sure people don't get lost (if you are traveling there by skytrain, you can look to the right and you'll see it glowing in neon red letters).

Call my cell if you have problems etc.

Posted by Navi at 8:51 PM | Permalink

The last two weeks have been difficult. Every notion of good news is almost immediatly countered by bad, thus bringing equilibrium, right? Right!? There is no time to breath. There are mere hours between each event and only meloncholy at the end. My lack of observation skills is partially to blame (I think I'll take a point in 'spot' when I level up). This causes me to become claustraphobic. The fight or flight reaction comes to counter the stress and I'm left with a jumble of confused emotions that both crave and reject social interaction. I'm still busy. Despite the fact that school is over, I'm still busy. I need to plan, constantly plan. But I shall do it no more. Not now. I need the ability to just go on a whim, when work doesn't prevent me from doing otherwise. Some days are planned, the leo party, sin city, the attendance to a wedding. Thoes must be. But now the leish is off and I shall take myself off auto pilot.

The last day of school was a very bad day. I woke in the morning stressed due to the handing in and editing of essays. I had an appointment and the result was not good. My focus now very put of and several phone calls later I land in Jhayne's arms and clunk down infront of her computer. Fighting my way through pain, angar and confustion seems like walking through knee high snow drifts in attempts to focus enough to begin editing. The second hand moves faster when you're ignoring it. This tension builds and I find myself panicked in front of yet another computer screen at SFU. Email finally takes away the first problem an hour after it was due. Thank the gods it was the leniant prof's batch. The rest of the essays are edited, and in the profs hands by the end of the next half hour.

I leave to arrive again and Jhaynes, a temporary haven for the broken shell I've turned into. Just my luck, the room is empty and after another phone call and a reunion with the computer, I am calmer and I can pull out a book of leisure. I sleep for the first time without guilt in a month.

Ritual brings me back to the ground and replaces a smile upon my face. Previous to that I couldn't imagine the remote possiblity of smiling honestly for a long, long time.

The night is completed with a visit with my other half and a visit with tim's couch.

An account of Apex should be the next entree. I'm just too tired to do it justice. It is not something I shall soon forget. It should be a compliation of that and the leo party. Great nights (to be) had by all.

Posted by Navi at 1:03 AM | Permalink | Comments (1)

Just a quick blah. I'm alive and well. School is over (thank the gods) and the stress is gone. Life seems to still be busy but I'll get over it soon enough. Leo party is soon and I'm more then extactic... I love my birthday. A better entree is to come tomorrow (quite probably) but I though I would shout out a hello incase anyone cared a tad.

~Your navi

Posted by Navi at 12:24 AM | Permalink | Comments (1)