The Naviverse

The pages are invading. They run like a waterfall, hitting me with such an impact that it knocks off all focus and leaves me to drown. I can't find "up". There's more then I can handle. I've already decided to omit the second half of a book that will no longer be lectured on, at least formally, and therefore was no longer priority.

So why do I have to be sick on top of it. And not just one kind of sick, oh no, for you see that would be much to easy. My stomach is attempting to both dehydrate and malnourish me (at the same time no less), though I guess I have to be thankful that I can still eat and food still taists good. I'm still going to Sir Kutz though (come hell or high water). *Tim, bring your med kit for me? Please? Pretty please with gay-boys-that-look-like-you on top?

My eyes are also unwell. Considering the torrent of reading that I'm facing, this is a bad thing. It main side effects seem to be two major things. 1) I can't wear contacts without my eyes going completely bloodshot and dry (though it subsides a day after I take the contacts out which means it's not "pink-eye" because it doesn't goo like pink-eye and the redness wouldn't go away without drops if it was pink-eye). 2) It's causing double vision/trasers. The best way that I could explain it is that it is similar to trying to read a message on msn when someone has "nudged" you making your window shake only on a lesser degree. I can read, but fuck does it suck. This is also combined with the fact that my glasses are not the proper perscription so seeing at a distance sucks even more (I'd be really screwed if I needed them close up). So long as none of the books are printed in red I should be ok (red words and I do not get along well). The greatest part about this whole eye thing is that it's a VIRUS and therefore it have to wait it out.

Andrew's house is now my headquarters. I have almost moved in at the rate I'm going and it's cute to see the look on my mom's face when I come home for a visit or to say the night. I miss the stuff that I have there, but it needs to stay there, for now anyway.

Oh and I'm poor. Very poor. But I might have more time to consider that in greater depth when I manage to surface from the reading, which I'm going to continue to trudge through now.

Kerkeis is getting to me. I need a trip to the sea wall or some other body of ocean.

It's a dark night out there kids. Don't get lost.