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I am writing this entree in the bathtub. I'm serious.

I realized that I didn't have a plug to plug up the tub so I used a measuring cup to block the water. I'm not telling you which one.

Michael is coming to visit me after. This makes me happy. I'm in the mood for company.

Yesterday it dawned on me. I'm moving in two months. It's weird. Really weird. The last time I officially moved was in 1995. I might actually get to move some of my stuff in. Equally strange. I've gotten so used to living of the essentials and a few non-essentials that just having some of my stuff around is going to be weird.

I feel like I should be reading as opposed to contemplating weather or not I should be flipping through flickr to find photo's I've taken that are really pretty and are going to go into the beautiful photo album that my grandmother gave me as a graduation present. If anyone would like to send me their choice picks my flickr is http://www.flickr.com/photos/navi/.

This is probably not safe.

Posted by Navi at 7:22 PM | Permalink

I've cried more this month then I have in the past three years.

I still want to hit things. I need a job as a demolitionist.

I might go out and stay out today, instead of hibernating at home.

Posted by Navi at 10:54 AM | Permalink

My lungs feel like they've been scorched. I can still taste blood in the back of my throat. My cough went away after the first five minutes. The rest of me is numb and wobbly.

I still feel like hitting things but at least I'm not going to anymore.

Time to clean off and begin prepping for the night.

Posted by Navi at 10:34 AM | Permalink

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I'm brain fucked. I have been thinking so much that I'm throwing myself into frenzies on a moderate basis and having to bring myself back from them. It's very strange having to convince myself that I’m not a completely horrible and inadequate person. Maybe I am and haven't noticed. Its unpacking a lot of the things that I had buried way in the back of my mental storage unit that I really would preferred stayed in there. At least then I could forget about them. I hate being a perfectionist, even if I'm a lazy one.

I am hosting mabon today. There is so much to do and I just want to curl up in a ball and be isolated.

It's sunny today.

Posted by Navi at 8:48 AM | Permalink

I'm doing laundry. Come visit me.

Posted by Navi at 12:23 PM | Permalink

I have decided that I need a three month break from video games after I finish Kingdom hearts 2. I have wasted too much time just sitting around and it's time to become social again. By the end of the week I will probably be finished the game and life will begin anew in a productive manner. I hope.

Posted by Navi at 10:19 AM | Permalink

That was a birthday present that was well worth it. I enjoyed Zero 7 immensely. The main singer is a bloody psychotic. Jose was awesome. It was a great night.

Today is work and then I don't know. I'd like to go see Angus for a bit but I actually need to being watching my money closely. If I'm going to get anywhere I need to plan well and keep myself from over spending. This is going to be bloody difficult.

The word for today is Bloody.

List of things to aquire:
- New Zero 7 album
- Jose's Solo Album
- Two more chairs
- 1 Million Dollars (I think this one might be a tough one).

To work I go. Fair ye well.

Posted by Navi at 10:09 AM | Permalink