Dots
It's about time I finally posted something. Maybe I'll even post a picture today.
I'm brain fucked. I have been thinking so much that I'm throwing myself into frenzies on a moderate basis and having to bring myself back from them. It's very strange having to convince myself that I’m not a completely horrible and inadequate person. Maybe I am and haven't noticed. Its unpacking a lot of the things that I had buried way in the back of my mental storage unit that I really would preferred stayed in there. At least then I could forget about them. I hate being a perfectionist, even if I'm a lazy one.
I am hosting mabon today. There is so much to do and I just want to curl up in a ball and be isolated.
It's sunny today.