The Naviverse

Andrew is no longer with me. I move out tomorrow. Where to is still undecided. I love him with all of my heart and he loves me but I made one mistake that broke everything. That one mistake was a broken promise that made it so he could never trust me enough. It was the most stupid decision of my life. I had a chance at an amazing relationship and I threw that chance away. It cost me the most important thing in my life to date. It’s a decision I truly regret. It wasn’t worth it. It wasn’t worth him. I want to try and fix this mistake but it is not possible.

We will be very good friends in time. It will never be enough but at least he will still be in my life.

It wasn’t worth it and I am going to have to live with that for the rest of my life.

I still, forever and always, will follow him into the dark.