An Internal Monologue

I'm beginning to get that sinking feeling. Even though I have a 7 day extension on my final projects for school (which is really only a 1-day extension due to Spring Mysteries), I am having a hard time envisioning myself finishing most of them. They feel monolithic, ugly, and to make it worse, my heart just isn't in it. I was ready for it to be over, I was damn near desperate for it to be over, and these new projects just flew out of thin air at me.

I'm walking a very thin line right now that may place me on the failing side of 6-8 of my 12 credits this semester. And to put it rather bluntly, that would really suck. I mean, 6 years at Douglas College suck.

One day at a time, I guess.

Funny how one bad teacher can completely fuck up an otherwise great school life.

Current Mood: Intolerant (how LJ of me)
Current Music: William Orbit - Hello Waveforms - Spiral (7zip, pwd='nomoon')