defining sounds with other sounds
speak your words
free them
they'll change on your lips.
watch them as they sparkle
turning into mist.
I met with a dear friend today.
Friendships that can last through absence are wonderful and rare.
Words are disjointed because that is how I am right now; that doesn't make them without meaning.
We talked about love
about sex
We talked about cruelty and the guilty
pleasure of being
desired
...my sexuality means nothing to you, and thus is worthless to me.
Not true, but it's just dramatic enough, and is at the edge of what I mean.
naturally monogamous.
complication (just a)
simplicity (is easier)
weakness
show your love through sex
I thought I'd grown up a bit more than this..
why is it that non-existant past conversations about birth control and stds felt like shaky ground?
drama.
he said she said he...
maturity
complex
five years...
we are so different, and obviously the same.
I made the decision not to fall in love you know.
I wonder if I actually want a mirror of this feeling or if I really prefer to be like this.
Terrifying.
there was something profound, but I think I deleted it or forgot it somewhere along the way.
I'm thinking of buying a set of luggage. Perhaps in green.
A little music featuring a japanese sandman reference. er. yes