I can still see the surface...sortof...
I accidentally spent five hours making reeds today. I really should have cut it in half, but I still got an hour of practice in before Morgan's recital. My essay for my Balinese music theory class has become my presentation/project and my project has become my essay. Haven't started either, but then I haven't started anything, really.
I've been going backwards a lot lately, running over things again and again that are best left behind. It's not good, it's not useful and I'd like to stop, but I'm not in control of my subconcious, and it's hard to fight a daydream off when it attacks you every few hours. Lack of sleep, general stress and lack of food are certainly not helping.
Three actors, a sheep and an aulos player. [edit] and a chorus, mustn't forget the drunken chorus[/edit]
I'm afraid of the next two weeks.
I want to be weak.
I'm not allowed to be weak.