I want coffee.
I''m so not good at dealing with people when I'm not interacting in person. I refuse to second guess or read more into absence or lack of communication than there is, but at the same tiime lack of communication is lack of communication. fuck. it doesn't help with the double busyness on both sides either. Oh well, whatever.
I should not buy coffee. Coffee will screw any chances of my body actually dealing with all this in a sane manner. Coffee will make me feel like crap in the evening instead of just being dead tired, coffee will make waking up painful. No no no. not for fuel; only for pleasure. GRrrr.