Random Thoughts

One smile and beautiful eyes, honesty that wraps around me like a warm knitted blanket and a tightening across the chest as I think of you. I can only barely keep every sentence from becoming some offer to bring you the moon or something equally ridiculous every time I start.

There doesn't seem to be an end to the subtle mixing of emotions, surprising me again and again. I close my eyes and I want to reach out again, not leave the doorway, brush the hair from your eyes.....jumping in.....yes, I am, rather abruptly, I suppose, if you look at it from the outside, but every relationship has been new to me - I have yet to have any repeats, so this, to me, is no different in its initial newness, though worlds away from my usual states of disgust or destruction.