snarly
I don't do well when things narrow down to one or two things. I work much better when I have a million things to do and not enough time to do any of them. I have, in essence, two things I have to do right now; practice and make reeds. Granted that's for two instruments, and I'm also teaching now, but it's still dramatically less than I'm used to having on my plate. I feel lazy and somewhat bored. I've been practicing a lot, but not playing with anyone. I'll have a few plastic acid rehearsals and then the show, then my mom comes, then christmas, then dad's family. Things are spaced out and sane and I feel intensely restless. Grar.
I've been debating tempting fate and starting running again...I had such an intensly strong urge to go outside and just run the other day. The sun and the melting snow and smell of earth...I may just do it, and hopefully my knee will behave itself.
gods but I'm bored. I hate getting to things early, but hate being late more. I'll enjoy doing courses again in January...for the last time. So odd. so very, very odd. Even when I'm taking the artist diploma thing at the academy there won't be any course work except practice and practice and practice.