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Today's been one of those days where I feel like I can't open my mouth without wanting to hit myself squarely in the head with some sort of heavy book type object. I blame this on the sleeping in and not running before the day of doom which included desperately trying to figure out how to be in two places simultaneously and pulling in favours I have not yet granted.
My bus died on the way to being the second place whilst pretending to be at the first. Gave me an excuse to run from arbutus home with full backpack, which made me happy, particularly since the pack was great to run with and old ladies gave me odd looks.
I started six reeds; two are promising but rather shrill and the rest are, to put it mildly, junk.
I seem to be doing ok. I seem to be just as much an idiot about some things as always, and never can learn to keep my mouth shut at the appropriate times. I'm really going to miss ubc, and have the stupid urge to get things with 'ubc' printed across them. Ha. I think I'm re-evaluating my approach to life in general, which makes me feel like I'm trying to skip through mud with shoes two sizes too big for me. Also, the Aeneid is depressing me and I'm not sure exactly why.
I like pommegranites; all the good things are embedded and are sweet with little bitterish centers.
all my fragility comes out in torrents of tears; then it's gone.
Not quite true, but close enough. I'm feeling fettered, and it's funny because it has nothing to do with anyone, and more to do with the way I've been thinking. Everything contradicts right now , everything is true and nothing is related to anything at all. I feel really social; I want to practice! The house purging has slowed a little with the classes - I've been approached by the new west symphony people again...I'm just not sure if I want to give up my sundays - they're my only real day off where I can do anything.
Unsurprizingly, I can't seem to form proper sentences right now, let alone hold the thread of any conversation. I don't follow the logical form of your speech, and I think you've said something else while you're waiting for my response.