and so
I think there are times where you just have to give up and do what you want to do regardless of everything.
I'm feeling really pressed right now; I'm riding that slightly behind but not quite lost wave that tends to crash to the bottom of the sea with great velocity right now and I feel a bit like I'm ready to fall off. My schedule has somehow gotten ridiculously out of hand to the point where I have been cancelling everything I can just to give myself breathing space.
There's just something about having a conversation with a beautiful boy in a kilt that can't help but make one gleeful.
My cat has decreed that I should go to bed now. yes.