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Originally uploaded by 3amfromkyoto
It's difficult, I find, to keep very many people in my life. Even the ones that I seem to connect with don't usually stay for that long. That's not to say they dissappear, or that I do, it just seems like there's never time, or a convergence of time, to visit. Do something with me and I might see you, go for coffee to visit and I might see you every three months or so. Unless of course my cat likes you and invites you over, in which case there's really nothing I can do save for trying to ignore you whilst doing other things, such as dishes, or tea.
My remaining months of school torture are almost over. April is around the corner, as is the sun run. I am going to die. Meghan agrees.
I am strongly affected by the emotions of the people around me; I'm still not sure if this is a good, bad or indifferent thing. It seems to be useful to be able to ignore or not be affected by the emotions of people around you - sometimes you're even more useful to people when you can distance yourself and examine their problem with them, but I find it so very hard to distance myself. hm.
I'm irritated by people lately. Including myself. I wonder if I'm capable of being attracted to someone who doesn't annoy, offend or anger me at least slightly. I'm not sure I am. I quite often seem to get attached to the things that irritate me the most, in fact, discounting much of what I really like. ha.
Unfinished, undecided, unclosed conversations of ages ago still bother me, you know. Every time I see flamenco dancing, walk past the art gallery or a barber shop, I think of you and wonder what the hell happened there. Ah well.
I should go be a good student and do a gallery review. Woo. See me do useless busywork! See me explode! See me walk through a physical representation of a flickr account displayed in a gallery....er....I wonder if I could work that in there somewhere. heh heh heh.