I clearly need a rubber chicken to hit you with
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I'm feeling like biting just about everyone's head off right now. It's not that you're not my friend, it's just that I dislike everyone right now. I'm also having trouble not yelling FUCK YOU at strangers. HA. ha.
I blew the last interview for the nice job. Taking businessy type interviews is a skill that I've never bothered to develop, and it showed. It's something I'd be good at, too, if I concentrated and cared a little more. A little pre-thought about tricky questions and a little more emphasis on acting within the interview would go a long way. I think pausing slightly before answering questions occasionally to show that you were thinking about them would be useful. I could probably purposefully open up a bit more in order to show personality and not be quite so private - in other words - treat the interviewer more like a person and less like a boss. Yeah. not so hard...
I'm almost inclined to work on it just for the sake of knowing I can and knowing that I beat someone else at a useless skill - kind of the way I feel, to a certain extent, about the audition process - here, lets test your musicality and skill in playing in an orchestral setting by making you play alone in a sterile room - and oh, it better be perfect, too
I'll perfect the latter, but I'm not sure the interview skill is particularly needful...still, the fact that I got to the last interview with the owner and then someone else beat me makes the competitive monster side of me come out.
I made myself feel better by applying to spud. heh
I'm bored. I think that's what's probably making me so damn bitchy and antisocial (which of course adds to the boredom). I should do something but I'm not really losing the intense desire to curse at people and avoid them. gah. Unfortunate.