shift-up
I'm incredibly tired. I've been making the extra push to practice as much as possible lately, and it's somewhat destructive. I'm terrified that I won't get this job. I'm terrified that I might get this job. Not having to worry so much about money would be so great. Getting off at 5 would be so great. working monday through friday might be a little odd. I wonder about concerts... but I'd be able to go to karate more.haha.
Mom's going to be here for January. Hopefully we won't clash. Will I have a job then? Will I still be doing gamelan? I rather hope I can, still, even if it does destroy me to rehearse that late and then wake up early the next day. Shy people are so difficult sometimes. What to do?!?
I'm having trouble eating enough. Not in any sort of I don't have enough food sense, but more in the I've made enough for three and I'm still hungry - it seems stupid to make more but.... sense. Gah. Recent photos also document my decided increase in upper body strength. Rawr.
I want to sew! I've actually had sewing dreams lately, much to my amusement.
NYO auditions are coming up again. Haven't really been practicing the excerpts as much as I'd like, but they're all sounding pretty good - but wait, if I get this job, what happens to the summer?hahaha.
I have not written a single christmas card. I'm not sure I'm going to. I probably should send one off to the grandparents at the very least.
Green lentils cook differently than red.
You are so incredibly attractive sometimes that I can hardly stand to watch you. Unfair!
I will now sleep.