Static
I am stupidly edgy right now. I'm good, yeah. I'm getting things done with alarming efficiency, I'm learning a bunch of stuff moderately fast, I'm accepting compliments with grace while exploding inside, I'm feeling every tiny pinprick in my deceptively strongweak self esteem and not letting on, I'm unaffectedannoyedcrushed by the fact that the brief bout of communication between her and I seems to have, yet again, come to a crashing halt liable to last months if previous evidence is any indication, I'm frustrated by unwarranted repetitions for the sole purpose of putting in time.
I need to practice.
I need to remember that emotions take time to diffuse.
I also need to sleep. Nowish. Grawr!