Random Thoughts

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by manganite.

A year, an age and a day, a month of sea and silence and still I dream of you. I suppose it's fine, unrequited love is in fashion after all, they tell me. Shame I've no taste for it.

I'm not as nice as you think I am and I'm not terribly sorry for it (only a little).

I'm going to succeed, you know, and you'll think it was easy for me.

The danger is that I would give it all up if you asked me to and I wouldn't resent you in the least. Is sadness resentment? I'd be happy though and sad, but happy. Not that it ever matters.

I thought I'd gotten over screaming why?!? to the silent wind.

If only I could get past the fear of my words destroying everything when it's always the lack thereof.

I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish I wish........

I hate it so much when I wish and hope without any hope. Stupidity on a grand scale within my little world. I hate myself way more than I hate anyone else and I quite genuinely like myself the majority of the time.

It's easy if you know how it's done.